The 28-year-old de Kock did not feature in South Africa’s game against the West Indies on Tuesday.
“I would like to start by saying sorry to my teammates, and the fans back home,” he said. “I never ever wanted to make this a Quinton issue.
“I understand the importance of standing against racism, and I also understand the responsibility of us as players to set an example. If me taking a knee helps to educate others, and makes the lives of others better, I am more than happy to do so.”
In the statement, de Kock explained that matters relating to race are particularly important to him as he comes from a mixed-race family. “My half-sisters are Colored and my stepmom is Black. For me, Black lives have mattered since I was born. Not just because there was an international movement.”
However, he felt that his “rights were taken away” by the CSA’s decision to order players to take the knee.
“Since our chat with the board last night, which was very emotional, I think we all have a better understanding of their intentions as well. I wish this had happened sooner, because what happened on match day could have been avoided.
He continued: “I didn’t understand why I had to prove it with a gesture, when I live and learn and love people from all walks of life every day. When you are told what to do, with no discussion, I felt like it takes away the meaning. If I was racist, I could easily have taken the knee and lied, which is wrong and doesn’t build a better society.
“Those who have grown up with me and played with me, know what type of person I am. I’ve been called a lot of things as a cricketer. Doff. Stupid. Selfish. Immature. But those didn’t hurt. Being called a racist because of a misunderstanding hurts me deeply.
“It hurts my family. It hurts my pregnant wife. I am not a racist. In my heart of hearts, I know that. And I think those who know me know that.”
The anti-racism gesture of athletes taking a knee, made famous in 2016 by NFL quarterback Colin Kaepernick, has become an increasingly common sight at sports venues as a show of support for the Black Lives Matter movement.
In the English Premier League, for example, players have been taking a knee before games since the 2019/20 season.
And after Indian cricketers took the knee before their T20 World Cup game against Pakistan on Sunday, some felt the players should have instead done more to highlight issues in India.
De Kock concluded his statement by raising the leadership of South Africa’s captain, Temba Bavuma — the country’s first permanent Black captain — and hopes he can play for the team in the rest of the World Cup.
“I just want to thank my teammates for their support, especially my captain, Temba. People might not recognize, but he is a flipping amazing leader,” he said.
“If he and the team, and South Africa, will have me, I would love nothing more than to play cricket for my country again.”